While your heart in despair, listen to your inner voice. When life is like thin bubbles, what can you do to be sure? I don't know.
For me, I'm not myself again today. I don't feel good, no great feeling, no pride, no nothing. I don't know.
Once I was told, you can always love the person you trust but you can't always trust the person that you love. How peculiar. It is more hurtful knowing that you really love the person that you trust in but end up knowing that they never trust you. What can you do to make people trust you? What was so wrong with you that no trust certificate is given to you? Even after a very long time waiting and waiting? I don't know.
People do change. People do get tired. People always makes plan. People always try to find happiness in their life. But how can you make sure that you are included in their plan? How can you be sure that your future belong in theirs? I don't know.
Sitting alone in a small room with only walls to be your witnesses, there's really nothing else you can do. You can speak. You can talk. You can think. You can reasoning. Except only to your own self. You can say good things about yourself to help you boosting up. You can also try to think how everything went wrong this far. Which will eventually end up knowing that no one really cares. Either you stand up alone or keep falling hard, still, you are alone. I don't know.
I don't know. Should you be worried? Should you be happy? Should you just pretend like everything is fine? I really don't know.
